March 15, 2011

Significant Event

Parents Divorce.

Like i have said many times before, i saw it coming. This separation was of no shock to me whatsoever. However, i didn’t expect it to hit me like a bus when it ACTUALLY happened. I was so upset about it. And so angry. I couldn’t understand how my parents, of all parents, could split. It affected my schoolwork, my friends, and my relationship at the time. The easiest way to explain it is that if my parent’s marriage couldn’t survive, how could mine? And if that was so, what was the point of being with that person at all. So i selfishly ended a one-year relationship. Having no one but myself to blame for it.

This has made me see the lack of meaning in marriage.